Many of us do not realise how fortunate we are to have a family. The main reasons maybe due to the fact that our family members overestimate us or be unfair to us but once you read this story about an orphan girl you will realise how fortunate you are...
9 July 2014
Dear Diary, I am Raven Smith or that's what the matron said my name was. According to Miss Amaraback(my matron) , the reason how i ended up in Westmacher Orphanage was because of my family's death. The murder incident has haunted my mind till now.
It all happened two years ago on the devastating night. I remember how my mother told me to go to bed while they had their dinner party at the front lawn. I was listening to the music in my room when suddenly everyone started screaming. I saw the murders killing my family from my window and they were soon running away from the lawn with blood on their faces and their bags full.
The aftermath was very quick. After my neighbours told the police what happened, I was sent to the court to decide where I would go next. I had no relatives so i soon ended up in the orphanage.
Whenever I think about my family, I just cry. I know it does not help but i just wish I had a family.
- Raven-
11 July 2014
Dear Diary, today was horrible. I was queuing up to collect my daily food when Dan Roberts, the biggest bully in the orphanage, pushed me to the floor and took my turn. I tried to get in the queue again but people just shoved me behind and teased me for being so helpless. In the end I was the last but there was no food left.
We only get food once a day and the food consists of only dry bread and a bit of stale jam. I never take the stale jam as its taste is horrible. The dry bread does not even lasts us for a few hours but that is the only food in the orphanage and we are not even allowed to take a second serving.
For water, each child is only allowed three small glasses for drinking and a medium sized bucket for showering. Like I said, in the orphanage nothing can last you for a day. Sometimes, if we are lucky, some amount of water can be left from showering and we can use that to drink for the day but that still is not enough.
Another horrible thing that happened was that Miss Amaraback came into the foul canteen area and saw that i was trying to join the queue and immediately thought that i was annoying the other kids and was cutting the queue so as my punishment, I got three whips.
That kind of whip is realyyyy painful and it has sharp edges that can sear through your body and make deep gashes but i get about fifty of those every year because the other kids always put me into trouble so I am used to it. I have a lot of cuts on my body but i try not to think about it.
I am the youngest in the orphanage which gives the other kids a chance to pick on me. I always try to stand up for myself but in the orphanage i have no support. There are about eighty kids in the orphanage and all seventy nine kids are against me.
I wish I had a family to love me and give me support when i need their help.
- Raven-
15 July 2014
Dear Diary, today is my birthday but it is another worst birthday i have experienced. I am crying and writing this in the toilet because the other girls in my dorm have locked me out and have thrown all my possessions in the smelly trash bin after purposely breaking it. So i guess I have to sleep in the toilet for the night. Great.
So let me tell you what happened today. I had just came back from taking a stroll in the garden and, without uttering a word to any of the girls in my dorm, I went to bed, to sit down and mind my own business, which is located at the far corner of the room, away from the other kids.
That is when Tara Alana, the oldest girl, came up to me with the other girls and handed me a small box decorated with ribbons as a happy birthday gift. I actually thought that they had changed so i smiled gratefully at them but failed to notice their mischievous grins.
When I opened the box, I screamed with terror. It was totally not a gift but a humongous spider with long knife- like tentacles. My face was pale with fear and I immediately threw the box and the spider outside the window before it could crawl on me.
The girls started throwing my stuff around and I was soon pushed out of the dorm and locked out. Now the only place I can hide is the toilet but even that is not comfortable.
I really wish I had a family.
- Raven-